Pain. I Want It.
I have been traveling, via the written word, with historian Edward Shorter, exploring the long history of sadomasochism. I am not a lover of pain, nor do I like to inflict it. Want to see me whimper?...
View ArticleKnow Thyself
One of my biggest hurdles, during my journey of slavery, has been my lack of self-awareness. I didn’t know myself. That’s an overgeneralization. I knew myself, but not as a slave. To be slave, safely,...
View ArticleLife’s Domains
Life’s domains. Career…parent…spouse…recreation…education… the list of potentials is endless. I see slavery as a life domain. I have accepted my role, as a slave–owned by another, in the same way I...
View ArticleForced Orgasms, Punishment, and Denial
I learned early on in my communications with Master that I am not in control. I have no say in the direction our conversations take. I am the passenger. Sometimes, we spend hours just talking. The...
View ArticleFighting for Me
I wrote about lizards this morning. Lizards, and irrational fears. I wrote about that just in case some of you didn’t want to read about sex every day. I mean, seriously, do you guys want to read about...
View ArticleTouchless Orgasms: Part 3: Your Love Muscles
Touchless Orgasms: Part 1 Here Touchless Orgasms: Part 2 Here ================================================== A couple of weeks back, I was driving to work and sitting in my normal commuters’...
View ArticleDear Asshole
I started this blog with a very specific objective in mind – raw honesty. I needed a forum to document my experiences in slavery. I needed a space to record my observations. I wanted to journal all...
View ArticleSensual Domination: Shaping the Perceptions of a Sub
In my experience, there is nothing more often confused than sensuality and sexuality. For many people, I suspect the two are either synonyms, or go together like peanut butter and jelly. It is however,...
View ArticleSubmission: A Unique Language
I am an equestrian. At least, I used to be. It seems like a lifetime ago. One day I will tell you the tale of the day I stopped riding. The day I started running away from, instead of facing, my fears....
View ArticleParalysis of Analysis
Paralysis of analysis became a well-known phrase when used by Martin Luther King, Jr., during the Civil Rights Movement. However, this human phenomenon has been documented for centuries. Paralysis of...
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